chat with martin last time..hmm.. double check our msn lists.. see who we dont have =/ then talk abt the ppl who are online.. hahhaa. he also dun dare to talk to some of the gals.. some of the ppl he has in his list.. he also dunno who are they =/ hmm.. how did i know soulreaver2662.. i forgot. =/ he told me.. i start to bully him.. with dunno who.. i forgot.. bully until like tat loh.. until today.. hmm... due to.. my short term memory.. guess wad. i forget how i became friends with all of u. LOL~ i have no idea who i know jiejie.. and.. just fking no idea abt the rest.. only remember.. rc.. flooding. me. like. 99999999999999 times. roman^catholic. something like tat. =/ and.. SoulReaver2662. hahaha.. yea. dont always change your nick la =x make me go blur..and dont remember liao.. be steady like martin. 999999 years still the same nick. si bei on . i really want to turn back time.. abt.. 2-3 years ago. when everyone hated me. woohoo! to tell u the truth.. i only know a few ppl who really hate me.. and dunno theres a few more. hidden talents..LOL~ i knew i piss a few of them off on purpose..=/ scolded daniel ong a fucker once. hahaahaha.. got banned by him x= but in the end.. he forget who i was =/ and we made peace.. hahaha..daniel ong is the best. coz he talks abt the chatroom. and read out nicks. woohoo. i dunno why he has to say my nick out loud. and sometimes say the last 1.. =/ effect isit.. got 1 time he say out the nick of the bot. i was laughing like fuck. lol..excuse_me and alex also laugh.. wheres kiro. i miss tat mummy's boy. wheres penis boy? i miss him too. oh ya. wheres the armpit guy. fking sick ass.. hmmm..the only times.. when i become good boy.. is.. the main chatroom is silent.. and.. suddenly a girly nick enters.. hahaha.. then.. me.. and martin.. will.. woo. =x of coz.. martin always gets the girl.everytime he be gd guy i be bad guy.. hahahahah..coz the gals.. will be seeing.. me.. bullying him. haiz. at night.. then we will chat with the gal in main.. in the morning or afternoon.. its PM most of the time.. PM sucks. i dunno how to talk in PM.. aiya.. everytime intro.. sch? blah blah. shit questions. then i stop liao. lol. then next day or 2 forget abt her details =x yes.. soulreaver and slayer had no life in the past...online 24-7.. we still dont have a life yet. hahahaha oh yea. 1 time we talk to each other.. then.. end up.. talking like pinky and the brain. like wad the hell happened to us.. why are we online everyday.. 24-7.. to take over the cyber world! ..or else.. its.. to take over and be friends with the next girly nick =x hmm theres this problem.. most of the chatters are girls. so we dont remember all of the gals =/ cant blame us ah. lol we also dont talk to all of the gals who enter.. =/ we choose.. except for some. martin talks to some of the gals.. and i didnt know -_- he gd.. talk to gals bo jio me =x oh wad the heck. i enjoy telling shit stories to myself like now. =) 3.16am. slp. btw.. watched troy just now.. damn. reminds me of the talk with martin abt ns just now.. 1-1.. hahaa. maybe tml kacau him abt ns again. =x and give him my grandfather talk..and scare him.. u now go ns.. will be together with the ah bengs. =x they will bully u! so study for o lvl! and dont go ns now! =x then talk to him abt being the frontline if theres war. hahahaha =x U WILL BE SENT TO THE FRONTLINE TO FIGHT AND SEE WHERE THE ENEMY ARE! IN OTHER WORDS. SCAPEGOATS! martin: "nah i will run away first." NO U WONT! IF U RUN! the enemy will shoot your back! and u are dead! if not. your commander will shoot u! u fucking coward! then martin zhua sai.. scared liao. loL~ yea. so i contiued.. if i am you. i will bring my own morphine. i wont depend on the medics as they are more cowardly then u. u get shot! u heal yourself! or u die with lesser pain yourself! noone will save u! =x martin give me lots of dots. lOL~ then for i dunno wad reason.. i told him.. "but dont worry la. if theres war. i will be there. and if i happen to see u...i will run to u and help u. tats for fking sure. 100%. u run out. i run in. understand? my life is tat cheap. HAHAHHA.. then martin was like.. shock. then the feeling to me was like. eh. yea. yea. HAHAHHA shiok. then i contiued.. yea. i will be damn pissed with myself if i survived the war and my fellow brothers are dead.. when ppl run out of the war and i'm running in. i dont expect to live through it. so u run out. i run in. understand? hahahaha.. then martin told me.."why are u fighting for the government?" NO I'M NOT! TATS CRAP! in war! u dont fight for your government! THEY DONT GIVE A DAMN ABT YOU! U ARE THE 1 IN THE FRONTLINE! REMEMBER! THE GOVERNMENT SENT U TO THE FRONT LINE! THATS SUICIDE! so i fight for my brothers and the ones around me even if i dont know them. THEY ARE THE ONES WHO CAN PROTECT AND BACK U UP! noone else can. so U FIGHT FOR THE BROTHERS AROUND YOU. except for the enemy...u screw them up badly! =D and! as i said i dont expect to live. THE FUCKING ENEMY WILL HAVE TO FIGHT PASS ME B4 THEY CAN GET MY LOVED ONES. SO KILL ME! martin was like.. wah zai. lol~ so i had to tell him.. nah. its actually coz i dont want to see them suffer if i;m alive =x HAHAHHAHAHA.. so the enemy have to kill me first. okay enough of crap. the more i say.. the more i cant stop. as u can see =) NS is good! NS boy go in come out man. =x NS food is better then your mom's cooking!
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