does a smile really makes a difference?
is tat how sylvester became popular? =x

i realised if you smile.. people will talk to you.. and it also can be the start of a conversation..
i experienced that today.. argh.. dunno why i keep smiling also.. mad 1. =/
i mean.. i see those who i know.. i smile at them.. tats not me.. maybe i'm possessed..
usually.. its.. they smile at me.. and.. tats it.. i dont smile back.. wahhaha..

do i really smile only when i see my friends.. =/ i dunno why.. but it seems automatic to smile when i see them. even when they didnt notice me yet.. i'm already smiling.. god ! =x
usually when i walk outside alone.. i dont smile.. do i really look fierce when i dont smile.. no fun 1.. i had my classmates telling me that.. even on the first day of poly life. elephant say she tot i'm a freak.. so fierce looking and dao.. maybe thats why noone talked to me on the first day..

so today.. first tutorial class i went into.. saw classmates sitting outside the room.. waiting for the teacher to come open door.. everyone was there.. i'm the last to arrive.. =/ then i overheard the gals talking to themselves.. "eh! u very pro loh!! so far can see him coming liao" .... -_- then they look at me.. wtf talking abt me eh. -_- then i sat down too.. panting.. wahahahha.. 4 lvls of stairs only and i'm panting.. haiz.. then they started to discuss about the assignments.. oh man.. theres alot of assignments to do for COMM SKILLS.. then they asked me questions and i joined into the convo. <-- all crap nothing to do so i just say..

i hate myself for loving youuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~ lalaa~

blah blah blah. chat alot during class.. so bloody noisy.. even though our class is the smallest among the rest of the classes.. whahahaa.. i only really be myself during Principals of Purchasing tutorial.. coz i know the teacher for 3 semesters.... haiz! so i just scold all the bad words and protest in front of her and sometimes to her =x she dont seem to mind anyway.
then she gave us..... this.. learning advanture camp.. WAH LAO!! I HATE CAMPS! then i started to crap with her.. giving excuses. nooooo i cant! i got wedding on that day! my wedding! then she ask me to give her the wedding card.. then i told her.. EH U DONT BHB LEH! NEVER INVITE U THEN U WANT THE CARD! =x wahahhaha.. then keep crapping.. haiz.. cannot escape leh.. maybe next thrusday... i bring the wedding card for her to see.. then she believe. wahahaha.. i go take my cousin's wedding card give her see.. =x and crap with her again.. then during presentation.. i had to present.. haiz.. then she talked about the legal age limit.. 21 years old.. then say.. "u all not 21 years old rite.." then i said.. NO! I AM! 21 LIAO! then she said.. "oh.. no wonder u getting married.." WAHAHHAAHA.. WTF she actually believe me? =x then if next thrusday i show her the wedding card.. then.. probably can escape camp le! wahahahhahaha

blah blah.
then during FHY class...... made more friends.. coz i smiled. LOL.. wtf then they started to talk to me.. like wad the hell man.. last time they never talk to me 1 loh.. coz i nv smile -_-

anyway.. the most important part of today is....... chio bu came up to me leh!! WAH LAO! song loh! =x whahahaha....... CHIO BU LEH1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but she came up to me for donation.. =XXxXxX i walk far far away from them 1 loh.. then.. she wont ask those ppl around her.. she saw me 6metres away.. then rush to me -_- at first i didnt saw her coming up to me.. then she suddenly just appear in front of me.. jump into my path.. !!! scare me.. lol.. then saw her face.. WAH! CHIO BU! x= but my hands are used to the action of rejecting.. =x so my hands rejected.. my mind said OH WOAAAAAAAH still woahing x= wahhaa and my legs are still moving.. so i left.
ok maybe the chio bu think target nerdy goofy ppl like me.. will be easy target for her to ask for donations.. but.. too bad. i didnt donate.


ok.. wedding dinnner next thursday?????? ?!!?!? damn it. i got FHY test from 6pm to 7.30pm loh.. wah lao.... then tat means.. after sch then go to the hotel myself.. tat also means.. i have to wear nice nice to school?!!??! WAHAHAHHAA... it would be fun... teacher will really tot i got wedding.. maybe i go pluck some flower la.. and put at the pocket.. then bluff her all the way..