no aim no goal in life..
wondering around......
staying at home....
doing the same thing again and again everyday......
wasted too much time
time is always precious
fk MOE... everything is planned for us..
parents plan everything..
does anyone know what to do after sch? after getting the damn fucking useless 10 cents worth paper.. its just a paper.
i know.. most of u would say.. err..go work?
then u know wad to work meh.. wad to do..
so boring until after sch.. nv go out much?
even if go out.. dont know where to go?
dont even know what to eat?
sigh..
waste time to think what to eat again....... and then.... waste plenty of time thinking where to eat.. and what to eat.. then.. end up with the answer.. errr dunno. anything.
anything always leads to back to step 1.. thinking.
i do have some goals.. some aims in life......
but all are inrelavant? day dreaming only...
lol.. want to know what?
i havnt even thought of what to do after NS...
and already thought of baby names........
how lame...
Hailie... Lina....... =x
then i tot.. wad if.. boy leh?! FCUK!
4 years.... i came up with this aim.. or goal.. or .. nonsense.
just wanted to show my parents that thier way of "teaching" is so fkingscrewed it nearly killed me or go havoc.
but tian you yan. send a few angels for me to carry on.
really.. if i dont even have this aims.. or i screwed up.
i dont think i would live on. coz tats the only goals i've planned.. lol
life without aim and goal.. might as well make way for 1 more new born person to take over.
and stop wasting resources.
worse is go jail.. and come out 10 years or later. i dont have tat much time.
shit. i scratched my head.. and now i forgot wad i wanted to type. -_-
oh yes.
the only dam fucking reason why i tahaned and controlled myself.. frmo going havoc.. are these angels. lol.
ok...
ah. speaking of NS.. sigh
what to do after poly? just 1 more year more. and hopefully i would pass.
and another stage is over...
wait for NS? no aim in life..
already planned out by the fucking government.
after NS? do what? fuck.
we have nothing to think abt... much.
i bet the niggas in USA are thinking much more than us. at least they have something to do.
and to think about.
like.. fk. where to get dope..... fk.. is he gonna kill me.. and all those -_-
even the ang mohs...... hey lets go surf! hey lets go skate.
u know.
we just.. hey. lets go school. -_-
or.. even worse.. *see timetable* today is go school.. -_-
singaporeans are just living robots.
programmed.
or isit singapore is really too fucking small.
and we have nothing to do?
do we really know what we want?
when love and death embrace