"ni after poly get dip.. you she mor yong.. hai shi earn 1000+ kuai nia..."
"wo yea shi zhong SP grad. de.. ni kan xian zai... hai shi yi yang...."
"wo wen ni.. ni hui ba ni de nui er ju ge wo zhe yang de ren mah?.. jiang ji ju hua.. jiu outside settle wu ji lai... yi ge month zhi earn 1000+ nia.."
"wo shi zai pang(help) ni leh.. pang ni de niu er yea shi leh. wo zhe zhong zu shu de ren...yeah shi mei you qian de... zhi ji shou gu jiu hao le.. bo yao lian lei ni de nui er..."
"ni yeah bo xiang ni de nui er jia gei zhe zhong ren mah. dui mah dui mah!"
"wo zai pang ni.... shou yi mei you niu peng you.. bu shi wo bu yao.. wo bu neng.."
convo. between collegue and with anotehr collegue.....
i think wad he said was perfectly correct..... damn. i'm going to be like him in the future..since i'm also like him.. same pattern... from tat moment.. i can see from his expression.. he damn sad le..
sometimes i will also think of mark lee's character in 1 more chance................ except tat there wont be a happy ending. -_-
how to be normal?
how to open up? when i know the world is already so fake?
normal? wan to see me normal? maybe the next time u see me being normal would be in changi prison. coz normal is usually. eh u nb pcb outside now.
which u absolutely didnt like.
anotehr normal is.... bullying kids? wadever u wan to call tat...i love to pick on those little kids...in shopping centres..... walking in a group.. of 3s... 4s..or more..... nvm.
ok.. smaller kids.... nvm again. everything my fault lah.
giving in also wrong. isit just me or all cancer guys are like tat.. give in rather than argue back and be stubborn? listening to u..... also wrong? simi lj? wth? wad the fark? respecting your views also wrong? .................................... so does that mean.. everytime u say dun fight = beat them up!
i dont get it....... guess u would say.. i'll never get it.
everything i do also wrong.
i know abt the calling thing. i dont call ppl even if gf or not. even when i do.. its.. either.... eh where u. come out now got tai ji. other than tat.. its.. go out meet friends/eat. i dont call ppl to jiao with them..after jiao-ing its wasting thier time. "cb this fker fone me to talk cock nia. waste my time." if i miss someone, i just think nia. never call. coz "eh wtf u fone me for? to hear my voice? cb lah. waste my time. and now u diam diam? *hang up*" tats usually the case i would picture in my mind.
once, someone told me. talk less do more. -_- so.. yeah.
then....... u tell me not to do it..... i dont do.... then now u tell me...... why i listen to u? -_-
just touch the boyboy's hair nia...... also no? but were hoping i would do it? even after saying dont? ........................................................
tat would make me think.. wad if i'm tat boyboy.. and some asshole touch my hair.. "eh u mf. this uncle mad 1 touch my hair for fark? siao lang." who knows.. might even frighten the kid....
i just want to bully the kid.. but.. not really go frighten them.......
i tot u dun like me to be mean. "meanie" "so bad!!"
and now all this???????
ok lo.. dun be bad lo.. be guai lo.. then now say i acting? my fault again?
and i dun get tat part when u sometimes like to feel overpowered? wtf????????? what? we in the 15century china dynasty empire?
to me i would think...... if i'm the gal la -_- "BASTARD. DONT LISTEN DE. FUCKER GO DIE LA"
how would i lend u my ear when u nv call me?
"usually i not happy i call my friends.. they oso not happy then call me" ......
coz u know u can never find me?
....... even nadya call me when she feel buey song or soemthign.... but i think no use ah.. coz i keep dissing her.. but sometimes i also serious wad when she really sound serious...... ok buey song i listen to u lo.. plz start to kao peh.
and i suck at gettign hints. i mean. REALLY SUCK. suck till give me straw i also cannot.
btw. i'm still wondering your personal msg is for who..... wad give me some time.... sounds like for him...... sigh. if its for him.............. an zhua?! simi lj mean by tat. after sometime kick me away and go for him? sigh.
"mei you ren xiang yao gen wo men zhe jong zu su de ren jiao wang de lah"......
*~ You Think You Know Me ~*
ps: lemon, if u are reading this... KUA SIMI LJ LAH.
when love and death embrace