On a lonely weekend...
what do ppl do???

Some ppl go out..with thier friends.
Some ppl just stay home and do thier hobbies..

*activate stingy*
Going out on weekends is like so exp!
Movies are like 10? 10+?
Food have no discount?
Even Mac lunch meals dont apply on weekends!
Simply can just spend at least 30 bucks just like that.
But somehow... everytime I go out..
How come can easily spend 50! AT LEAST.
sigh.

Good thing I was smart enough. (self console can?)
Predicted that i wont be heading out this weekend on off day...
Decided to bring work home.
and thank the work.. helped me killed a few hours... and finally its done!
all ready for the month of march and april! =)
and its also an absolute reason not to go out and spend!
AND A HELL OF A GOOD REASON to shut my mom up from all the nagging..
I was doing work and she nag from the living room towards my room..
saw me doing work and kept quiet and left.. hahahaha!

Bank amount always seem so pathetic.
Cant even see it growing. Saddening.
Whats worse.. last month's Pay was pathetic.
Its time to be calculative and dont spend anyhoww!
Kinda bad to have 2 bank accounts.... As if i earning alot. hahaha.

Its also good that it rained!
cooling.
Bored till i just stood at the window..
grap onto the metal grills..
just like in prison..
and stared into the dark green jungle..
and smell the rain..
had flashbacks again. haha.

Have anyone tried standing in the rain?
Without an umbrella of coz.
I miss standing in the rain.
with my jungle hat on of coz.
Feeling all soaked. in green of coz.

Just listening to the rain drops falling.
on the road.
on the leaves.
onto the running ants.
on the hat.
on the shoulder.
on my hand.
Sounds so peaceful.
It clears my mind.
Like washing away all my troubles.
and then one would start to wonder...
what?
why ?
when ?
who?
how?

and then all the troubles come back again when it stops raining.


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still miss shelthering weimin in the rain..
just standing there.. giving him my jacket..
while he stick close to me coz he cold..



HAHAHAHAHA.